the beginning

Dear Heart,

Today is day one. Today is the day where I start to create a life for myself that makes me happy. A life eliminated of judgement and negativity.

I wish to begin a balanced start by visiting my homework more often and leaving time to become more organized. I want to create a space where I feel cozy and welcomed and mostly a place where I want to come home to.

I wish to continue attending the gym and try new workouts that will train my body to become more revolved around physical strength. Being attracted to fruits and vegetables and less angry carbs and fats. More omegas!

I wish to adventure. Set out to make new memories and meet new people. See new places and try new things. Try different foods and have a more positive mindset on things that I consider myself to be afraid of.

I wish to become friends with my fears. On April 8th, I will get on that plane and let go of all my superstitions and unrealities. I will search to see the bright instead of the dark and choose to smile for best and not frown for the worst.

I wish to continue to check in with myself and write about the issues I face and how I can set goals to beat them. I don’t want to back down. I want to set forward and travel towards something greater.

With love,

Corissa